I was so excited waiting for my little Gabriel to come into this world. I was about 3 weeks from my delivery and I noticed that Gabriel was not moving. Monday morning my husband and I went to the doctor's office to have a stress testing done to make sure that Gabriel was not in distress. While I was laying there waiting for the nurse to locate Gabriel's heart beat my stomach began to tie in knots and tears running down my eyes. The nurse had to call the doctor into the room because Gabriel's heartbeat could not be located. My doctor started the sonogram machine and it was then we saw - my baby Gabriel's heart had no movement. That was the most horrifying news I had ever received in my life thus far. I was immediately taken to the hospital and had a C-section performed. Upon entering the recovery room I saw my husband holding our precious baby boy. I got to sit and just hold him against my chest and caress his beautiful hair and chubby little cheeks. I have never felt pain like th