A permanent mark on my body

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A permanent mark on my body representing the life of my baby brother was something I never thought I would have when I was a young girl. As I grew older, into my teenage years I began to contemplate whether I wanted to mark a piece of my body permanently, forever. Then a peaceful reflection came over me... this would be a part of my body that would be a constant physical reminder of my baby brother Maddux. Now that I am almost 18 years old and it has been 13 years since Maddux’s birth and death, this was a step in my life I knew I would never regret. I’ve thought about when I grow older and have a family of my own, my children would see this part of my body and I can tell them all about Maddux, my mom, and how he made such a huge impact in this world because of Now I Lay Me Down to Sleep.

My tattoo is the birthday of Maddux, February 4th, 2005 in Roman numerals with a halo over the year. A day that holds a special place in my heart that comes with feelings of excitement and sadness. But I know going through the pain of getting a tattoo, I will only be reminded of how special this day truly is. I will be reminded that he left his imprint on this world in only 6 short days. And that he, Maddux Achilles Haggard, will forever hold a piece of my heart. Now, not only will I be reminded of his legacy through his photographs, but also each and every time I look at myself in the mirror and see the date of his birth.

Natalie Haggard, Sister to Maddux Achilles Haggard

Last week for Maddux’s 13th Birthday we asked everyone to honor him with a recurring donation in the amount of $13/month. A $13 a month donation is fewer dollars than you likely spend for one lunch out a month. Instead, give a priceless gift of Remembrance Portraits to a family to have for generations!

You can add your baby’s name to the donation as well to bring them great honor with Maddux!

www.nowilaymedowntosleep.org/product/recurring-donations/