Now I Lay Me Down to Sleep2021-04-27T00:29:02+00:00

Providing the gift of remembrance portraits to parents experiencing the death of a baby.


We journey together and are here to aid you in your healing, bring hope to your future, and honor your precious baby. No matter if your baby has been recently diagnosed with a life-limiting condition, or if you lost your baby years ago, we have helpful information for you here.

Learn More


You will find fulfillment by lending your talent to parents experiencing the loss of a baby. This service turns a hidden pain into a beautiful portrait; one that brings healing to a family, awareness to a community, and a sense of honor to you.

Learn More


As one of the few people who see and hold these precious babies, you are able to offer an intimate portrait session and the treasured gift of heirloom portraits to bereaved parents. Find out how NILMDTS unites with medical providers to help families in their healing journey.

Learn More

About Us

We offer parents experiencing the loss of a baby the complimentary gift of professional portraiture. Through an intimate portrait session, photographers gift families with delicately retouched black and white heirloom portraits.

Learn More

“That night was the worst night of my life. But when I look at the images, I am not reminded of my worst night. I’m reminded of the beauty and blessings he brought.”

Cheryl Haggard, Maddux’s mother and co-founder of NILMDTS

Events & Community


Sign up for Fall 2021 Announcement
Sign Up Here

Give the Gift of Healing
Donate Here

Find A Special Gift For Mom
Shop Now

“I can attest to the healing power of NILMDTS portraiture. I see my son every day because of an amazing volunteer photographer. Now, it is an honor to be able to capture the most important moments of undying love for other families.”

Ali Furtwangler, Affiliated Photographer

We journey together as part of a compassionate and supportive community.


In 2015, I had so many aspirations and dreams of becoming a mother. I read all of the books, blogs, and soaked in all of the advice. I was ready to conquer this new adventure. It wasn’t until that devastating day in August when our first son, Joseph Webb was stillborn. Now what? It felt as if a huge boulder came crashing down on our life. I didn’t read the books about what to do when you don’t […]

I remember attending the funeral of my cousin in 2016. I remember seeing the pain in my aunt’s eyes and thinking “I cannot imagine how she is feeling. I don’t know if I would be able to survive something like that.” Little did I know, that four years later, I would be living that exact reality. My husband and I discovered we were expecting our first child on July 8, 2019. Two months later, our […]

Give the treasured gift of remembrance.