Baby Isla Lintz

Joy

December 2021

The chill of an Indiana winter was upon us when Hannah, with a joyous spark in her eyes, revealed the news – the pregnancy test was positive. I found myself grappling with the enormity of the revelation, the concept of becoming a “dad” suddenly becoming a tangible future. I tried to picture myself in this role, the word “dad” echoing.

Despite the doubts that crept into the corners of my mind, the unwavering confidence in Hannah’s voice as she told me, “You will be an incredible father,” provided me with unexpected tranquility. Her words acted as a beacon, guiding me through the overwhelming sea of emotions. They fortified me and made me feel equipped for the monumental task ahead. Her trust in me turned my apprehension into anticipation, and I was ready to embrace the incredible journey that awaited us.

Sharing our news with our family was nothing short of exhilarating! The joy within me was so profound it manifested physically – my body quivering with elation, a phenomenon reserved for only the most monumental of moments in my life. Tears, reflecting the intense joy in our hearts, flowed freely that day.

We were brimming with anticipation, eagerly imagining the wonderful journey we were about to embark on with our soon-to-be newborn. However, as we reveled in our joy, the winds of fate began to change, steering our path toward an unforeseen direction.

Fear

February 2022

The issues began when we were just 13 weeks into the pregnancy. I …